Friday, January 30, 2009

it has been long since i update this blog. haha

25 Jan 2009

that day was having renuion dinner with my family. stayed at home the whole day.

helped out with my mother doing stuff. was really tired that day. then everyone came to my house to eat. my mother cooked alot, ended up never finished all the food. still got left over. foods are, fish, dumpling, curry, soup, fa cai, shark fin, abalone, and some other foods which i dont remember what they are. lol

26 Jan 2009

went out to bai nian early in the morning at around 1030am. went to the scariest place, where my family and cousin were afraid to go. haha.

luckily we went there, the person is still sleeping. so we just sat around as usual. then, i noticed he woke up, so everyone run and gather outside the kitchen, whereas i still sit at where i was sitting. i didnt know what to do lah, so i just sat there.

when she came out of the room, she looked at everyone, then she walked to the table beside me, and took away the bottle of ji dan gao, and went inside the room. after she went inside the room, everyone went back to where they were sitting.

then her grandson suddenly went to the room and called out for her, giving her a great shocked, then she shouted at him "call so loud for what? want scare me to death is it?" so funny lah. i wanted to laugh, but i controlled. then after that then i know they were actually looking for the bottle she took just now. everyone couldnt find it. lol

then after that, my aunt went inside and find the bottle out. haha. she know excatly where she was hiding the bottle lah. so she juat went in the room, and took the bottle out.

then ah wei took the ji dan gao and gave each of us one. then we put it back to the same place. when she came out of the room, she went to take it again. then my aunt decided to give her one. then my aunt ask her to just take one, she was clever enough, she took two with one hand. then my aunt snatch away from her and gave her one. haha.

then they ask her to go get change, cause they going out. straight away after she change, she wanted to get out of the house to go "orchard road", the place she everytime wanted to go. but they stopped her in time, if not, she will be wandering around the street alone. lol.

they she just keep scolding people lah. lol. but not long after that, another group of their relative came. the girls, around my age or younger then me, i not sure. i just simply hate them. dont ask me why, but the first looked and impression i had on them is so damn spoilt already. never mind. lol

soon after that, they went off, followed by us. then we met another of our relative at the lift. then wish her happy new year, and she gave us red packets. lol.

after that, we went to my mother friends house to bai nian. only for a short while, afteer that, we went home.

upon reaching home, we had our lunch. then i went to watch my anime, bleach.

after dinner, went out for movie, inkheart, at marina square. there were so many people over there. but we still managed to find our way there, and went to watch our movie.

slack near to esplanade till 2am. then went home.

alright, am lazy to update already. shall update another time. lol.

7:05 AM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

yesterday ( 20 Jan 2009 ) slept until around afternoon then wake up.

around 6pm plus, went down to meet hao at his house. then we played psp. not long after that, rong came. after chatting for about 10mins or so, we went down to order our pizza.

went to order the pizza, while rong and hao sat under the block and wait. after ordering, the lady told us that we got to wait for 45mins. so we say ok, made our payment, and we went to shop and save to buy drinks.

after buying, we went under the block chit chat until around 830pm. then we went to take our pizza.

but then, we change our seat under the block, because it was too windy. after we change, we started to eat our pizza. it was not bad lah. canadian pizza. haha. then ah boy came. haha

then crap alot lah. talk about bike and everything about bike. haha.

noticed that ah boy like to say three words, " KAN NA SAI". it seem that i can predict when he is going to say it again. lol

around 10pm plus, send hao home, and home sweet home.

i couldnt believe my eyes.
i cant help but let my tears start flowing.
but all i can do is pray that my eyes is playing a trick on me.
somehow i have a weird feeling.
something is going on, and yet i dont know a thing.
i was too patient.
people around me said i have changed.
i too agreed with them.
why this sudden change in me.
all because of you.
in my mind, i kept think about all those thing.
but in my heart, i know i got to believe and trust u.
i have been patient to you.
but have u ever been patient to me?
i love you too much.
i hope you will love me as much as i love you.
please do not toy with my feeling.

4:10 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

some overdue photos...

2:30 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009

woke up at 8am plus this morning. wash up, changed, and my family and i made our way to the temple and pray to my grandparents and aunt, as well as out ancestors.

arrange all those food in the correct manner, then we started praying, and ask "them" to come eat. after that, slacked around there. i was rather bored over there, so i started to play my psp.

played again and again the same song, until i finally complete the mission. was really happy when i complete the mission. but the next mission is even harder. it made my head big. played again and again, but mission still failed. so i decided to give up. haha

after i decided to give up, they decided to go off already. so we keep all the food, and made our way to had our lunch at the nearby coffee shop. food wasnt really nice. but never mind lah. just eat whatever i can see. haha.

then made our way to far east florist at upper thomson road. the sun was really really super duper hoTTTTTTT. was i sweating like a cow. haha kidding. but it was really very hot. then went to look around and took alot of photos, as well as cam whoring. haha.

i was already so hot and sweating, and they decided to go straight into the cold place. no wonder i am having blocked nose and running nose. all their fault. haha.

after that, made our way to ang mo kio ave 6 and had our dessert. i had ice kachang. after i finished, i was really really really full. didnt want to move much already. haha.

whole body is aching. can someone massage for me? would greatly appreciate it. haha.

i do what i want. dont tell me what to do.

and to that someone who went around giving people my number.better pray hard that u dont let me find out who u are. if not u are going to get it. asshole.

my reputation is being spoil by this idiot, who went around giving people my number and email online, and spouting nonsense about me to other people. stop whatever u are doing right now. -.-

i need a crying shoulder. can i lean on ur shoulder and cry my heart out? can i? is it possible?

6:00 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

was supposed to go for the biker outing with rong and other biker. but didnt go in the end. so slack around, ate dinner and home sweet home.

on the way home, saw a group of biker, around 10? around there lah. all was mostly guy? except for one girl? think so lah. cant see really clearly. haha. its not surprising to see girl riding a bike. but its not so often to get to see a girl riding such a big bike. so damn cool. i wish one day i will be like her. haha.

going to take my practical soon i guess. dont want waste anymore time. fast fast chop chop and get it done. haha.

should i say school suck today? ya, it really sucks. dont want to mention it here. anyway, school really suck recently. weather suck too. keep falling sick recently. the wind blowing into my house is like, hmmmm, 24 degreeC? so damn cold lah. but my uncle they all more poor thing. 2degreeC over there at chiang mai. i hope i was there. haha

all the project is coming to an end soon. got pretty much to do and catch up. oh ya. the lecturer today suck. never check things up properly and blahblahblah. i already clear everything already ok. never mind.

think my gastric will come back anytime again. whatever lah. hopefully got one hole. kidding. its really suffering if i got one hole in my gastric. whatever it is, wish me luck.

think i shall update till here.

ps. i will wait.

loves
jun

6:00 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009

really want to get deep dead drunk so that i wont need to think so much.

to lyn: thank for ur concern girl. i guess i am fine. have been really down recently. dont know what to do. guess i will find one day free to meet u and tell u what happened. haha.

life without u will be different. i need u, dont leave me ok?

thank for calling me a bitch or slut, GIRL. thank arh. but keep it in ur mind that is ur boyfriend dont want u come look for me. not i go seduce him or what so ever. dont come calling me names when he is the one who wants to leave u. if u are seriously good enough, go find him back urself. dont come call me names. because calling me names wont make him go back to u. he dump u, not i dump u. he came to look for me on his own accord. i dont even have his number or what so ever, i dont know him well, i just know that he is ur boyfriend. thats all. if u are going to let this guy affect our friendship, then i got nothing to say. but i must say, this type of guy is not worth ur love. its up to u whether u will listen to what i say or not. the rest is up to u to decide. stop calling me names or backstabbing me behind my back. if i hear of it again, we are done.

some people are just so brainless lah. please lah. got girlfriend already still got flirt around. flirt nevermind, still come play with my girl feeling, and come find me. u think u what huh? those rich and handsome man arh? u want be a playboy, also must meet the caterior ok. my blood is starting to boil already. dont come provoke me anymore.

ps. i am not anyone whom u can play with. if u come play with me, especially with relationship or my friends feeling, u are in a deep shit. i wont hesitate to scramble u upside down. watch who u are playing with. i might look weak on the outer case, but i am not. so dont try to come play with me.

love never stop giving me problem.
why does we have to be in love?
love is not as simple as i think it is.
although only one word with 4 letters,
this word is daring enough to make everyone of us be hurt once,
and at the same time let us taste the sweetness of it.
but why do people only learn how to cherish after losing?
i am hoping that love will be very simple,
without hurting me again.
because i have been hurt so many times,
the wound in my heart is getting deeper and deeper.
but i believe one day,
some one will appear,
to heal the wound in my heat.
i am waiting for the day to come.
love is a moment that last forever.

5:00 AM