Friday, January 16, 2009

really want to get deep dead drunk so that i wont need to think so much.

to lyn: thank for ur concern girl. i guess i am fine. have been really down recently. dont know what to do. guess i will find one day free to meet u and tell u what happened. haha.

life without u will be different. i need u, dont leave me ok?

thank for calling me a bitch or slut, GIRL. thank arh. but keep it in ur mind that is ur boyfriend dont want u come look for me. not i go seduce him or what so ever. dont come calling me names when he is the one who wants to leave u. if u are seriously good enough, go find him back urself. dont come call me names. because calling me names wont make him go back to u. he dump u, not i dump u. he came to look for me on his own accord. i dont even have his number or what so ever, i dont know him well, i just know that he is ur boyfriend. thats all. if u are going to let this guy affect our friendship, then i got nothing to say. but i must say, this type of guy is not worth ur love. its up to u whether u will listen to what i say or not. the rest is up to u to decide. stop calling me names or backstabbing me behind my back. if i hear of it again, we are done.

some people are just so brainless lah. please lah. got girlfriend already still got flirt around. flirt nevermind, still come play with my girl feeling, and come find me. u think u what huh? those rich and handsome man arh? u want be a playboy, also must meet the caterior ok. my blood is starting to boil already. dont come provoke me anymore.

ps. i am not anyone whom u can play with. if u come play with me, especially with relationship or my friends feeling, u are in a deep shit. i wont hesitate to scramble u upside down. watch who u are playing with. i might look weak on the outer case, but i am not. so dont try to come play with me.

love never stop giving me problem.
why does we have to be in love?
love is not as simple as i think it is.
although only one word with 4 letters,
this word is daring enough to make everyone of us be hurt once,
and at the same time let us taste the sweetness of it.
but why do people only learn how to cherish after losing?
i am hoping that love will be very simple,
without hurting me again.
because i have been hurt so many times,
the wound in my heart is getting deeper and deeper.
but i believe one day,
some one will appear,
to heal the wound in my heat.
i am waiting for the day to come.
love is a moment that last forever.

5:00 AM