Tuesday, February 17, 2009

alot of things happened recently. shall not say it out here.

anyway, aunt is cremated last tuesday(10 Feb 2009). everybody cried like hell when they see her body being cremated. anyway, the way they are cremated is different from those in singapore. in singapore, you wont get to see when the body is cremated. but over there, they get to see the everything. its rather sad. i cant imagine if i were there. i think i will be crying like some mad dog over there. i dont think, but i will.

i missed her alot. although i cant get to see her anymore, but she will always be remember by me, not only me, but everyone else.

everyone started crying when they see aunt photo. she was still fine and well a month before. it just happened so sudden. beloved uncle, hope you will be fine soon.

had a fun and exciting valentine. but someone created much trouble for me lah. whatever.

recently, alot of things happened to me, as well as those near me.

oh ya. this part is for that particular person. you know who i am referring to...

please stop all your nonsense. i already had enough. i spilled everything out clean and clear for you. there is no need for you to find ways to try to meet me, because i already made it clear to you, i wont meet you. i gave you three reason why i wont meet you. please dont be so..... sorry for being straight forward, but can you please dont be so thick skin? its over between us. the past is the past. i wont bring the past to the present. i plan for my own future, and not like what you say, i predict my future. please, for heaven sake, leave me alone already. you are making me irritated with you. if you keep trying to find ways to meet me, or harass me or what so ever, i wont hesitate to make a police report. and i am not kidding. i dont care about who you are to me in the past. please know where you stand right now. you got no rights to interfer in the decision i have made. whether i want to meet you or not, its my choice. since i chose not to meet you, means i wont meet you. please respect my decision. like i say to you in msn, if you do not respect, then forget it. dont bother about saying anything else. and get this in your mind. " ITS OVER BETWEEN US. THERE WONT BE ANY OTHER CHANCE FOR US TO BE BACK TOGETHER. I WONT BE BOTHERED WITH YOU ANY MORE. YOU ARE NO BODY TO ME. " thats all i have to say to you. i already made it clear. please stop all your nonsense. you will be doing me a great favour by doing that. THANKS.

shall update till here

loves
jun

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