Saturday, February 7, 2009

its really hard for me the accept the fact that you are gone. whenever i think of you, the next second, i noticed that my tears is already flowing down my cheek, my chin.

sorry that i cant be there to see you for the last time. but i will be here to pray hard for you.

the memory of you is just like everything happened just yesterday. its like yesterday we were still playing together, and now you are gone.

reality is so scary. i have been trying to control my tears. but the next second, tears is already flowing down of my eyes. i find myself unable to accept this reality, unable to accept the fact that you are gone. everything in my life seem to have stopped.

i wish i can turn the clock around upside down.

mum and dad will be flying over to see you for the last time, as well as help out with the necessary.

i miss you. i really do miss you. sorry that i can fulfilled your last wish. so sorry.

i broke down. and become very moody right now.............

1:30 AM